June 27 2011

From now on, whenever I am dying in missing you, I pick up the phone to call you, to hear your voice, i Will remember this:

"(6/27/2011 7:43:56 AM): STAY THE FUCK OUT OF MY LIFE!"

This was your last message to me. your last word, your good bye to me.

If you're happy without me, Now, I am happy for you. If there is one thing that I should be happy for you in this world, is you having your last wish come true.

Who cares what happens to me, Who cares how I will become More depressed every day, who cares when I will end my life because I can not tolerate this world without you, who cares where i will live from now on, who cares how much and how Long I will cry and cry to drown myself in my tears...

I just care that you're happy now. I always wanted to die for you to have your happiness and maybe it's time now.

I'll love you and my heart will be your home forever....

I'LL NEVER FORGET THIS DATE: JUNE 15 2011

WEDNESDAY,

JUNE 15 2011

AT 2:30 PM

YOU KILLED MY HEART!

AND THE ONLY THING YOU NEED TO KNOW FOR NOW AND FOREVER IS: 

MY HAPPINESS WILL NEVER BECOME COMPLETE WITHOUT YOU

AND

MY HEART WILL ALWAYS BEAT KNOWING 

ITS BIGGEST PART IS LOST...

June 02 2011- u broke my heart forever...

When you started contacting me 2 days ago, I felt something like a hope in my heart. But soon after that, when you said your ONLY reason for contacting me, I found out it was not hope, it was another dream.

Tonight, You broke my heart because you didn't count me even as a human being who should defend herself and explain why she answers your question in a way that you think is the wrong way. You showed me how cheap I am for you. When you don't see me as a human, How can i expect some treatment like respecting, loving, caring and ... from you for myself?

I will remember and save your last sentence to me here and in my heart forever.

You broke my heart for the last time but I hope, when my heart is broken like this, you at least have happiness without me...

your last sentences were: 

"F U C K YOU! 

GO F U C K YOURSELF. DO NOT CONTACT ME EVER AGAIN."

AND This is my last sentence to you:

"I ALWAYS WILL DEEPLY BE IN LOVE WITH YOU, WISH FOR YOUR HAPPINESS AND PRAY THAT NO ONE BREAKS YOUR HEART LIKE HOW YOU BROKE MINE. I WILL MISS YOU IN EVERY MOMENT OF MY LIFE FROM NOW ON AND I WILL LOVE ONLY YOU 
BARAAYEH HAMISHEH."