April 24 2011-Last

I have decided to let you have the freedom you always wanted without me. 

I am convinced you don't love me, and I am sure easier than what I can ever imagine you can replace me.

So, you won't lose anything except you will get rid of a piece of 
S H I T who you called it: Shaadi

I know how to end my life, to end this pain, to end these dreams, to end the moments of seeing how much you hate me and want a life without me. I know how.

April 24 2011

I'm having fever. It is only because of you. When I was walking to come home, I was wishing I could hate you. but immediately i realized that's not what can ever happen. I can not hate you ...

and do you know what is painful? 

To see how much you hate me every single day of my life and still can not hate you...