I didn't post anything here for a week. because you came back to me.
but you left me again!
you are like wind in a hot summer.
You blow and when I close my eyes to enjoy this cool wind, you leave me and then, I realize It is summer and it is hot again.
We both know the only reason I have tolerated so much physical pain, it was becasue of YOU. it was because I wanted to get better for you. but what is my reason with you?
You don't know how stress and tears will kill me. You don't care and I understand.
Because You won't be here to see me, to hug me and to kiss me.
You asked me to think of us in the future before I sleep and how could you offer something like that to me when you wanted to just leave me!
Do you know how many dreams I had about you these nights? do you know each night i convinced myself to sleep in peace because tomorrow i can share my life with you?
the truth is, you didn't come back to stay.
you wanted to leave
and I think there is no reason for me to be hopeful...
you already said how much you hate me and
GOD! why am I in love with someone who hates me?... is that your way for punishing me?
