Today when My phone rang and I saw an unknown number, My heart started beating faster!
I thought it was YOU, but I was wrong, when I called you and no one answered me!
It seems loneliness is a part my life. I was thinking of those happy moments that I had with you a long time ago, now, they all seems like a sweet dream. I can't believe one day they actually happened.
Every time you left me alone, in my pain, I let my mind bring me to the world that I wanted to be in with you. I let my mind to fly to the heaven that I wanted to build with you. I wanted to fly to you, to your home and caress your face when you are sleeping... and I always ask myself if you would feel me then or if you would have a dream about me then....
The Truth is, I always wanted you even when you were cursing me and breaking my heart, I still anted you but now, I don't want you in that way. I was able to go through everything because of the love that I was receiving and what I will have without you, except a cold man who doesn't want to even spend one second with me?
I love you Andrew, And one day, you will find this page and you will maybe , just maybe feel my loneliness without you. maybe you will know why I don't want to live for someone else... my whole world was made becasue of you... without you I was not alive...
and now, I don't want to be alive without you...
Loneliness is darkness
A never-ending night.
Even though the black won't go away,
You'll never fall asleep.
Because loneliness sparks a fear
And unlike other nightmares
Awakening will not vanish it;
A never-ending night.
Even though the black won't go away,
You'll never fall asleep.
Because loneliness sparks a fear
And unlike other nightmares
Awakening will not vanish it;
For the darkness is too strong
To allow any rest.
It makes memories into ghosts
And dreams into spirits.
Too vague to remember
Too important to forget.
To allow any rest.
It makes memories into ghosts
And dreams into spirits.
Too vague to remember
Too important to forget.
