Again me and missing you, But there is nothing I can do anymore.\
I tried to fight with my depression, I tried very hard to stay hopeful, to tell myself everything will get better but I can't continue this anymore, not alone... you say you're there for me, but the truth is, you're not. NOT when
I need you.
I am not a weak woman, truly i am very strong But I'm tired of being strong. there is no point in doing that anymore. I am 28! too old for having dreams... i have to live in reality and the reality is telling me, there is no hope in wishing lovely days with you anymore.
Last night, for the first time, I was missing you and didn't want to contact you.. then, I walked and saw my mom was sleeping and realized now, I can't hug her too... now, i am very lonely. There is no one anywhere in this world that is missing me and wanting to hold me tightly anymore...
