May 28 2011

I am missing you so much but what can I do?

You are happy and free without me an that's what you wanted for all of this time.

How could you play with me like a toy and Today, leave me alone in the pain of missing you and needing you?

I'm missing MY LOVE...

MAY 05 2011-THE END

DON'T WORRY SWEETHEART,

I BELIEVE YOU, I BELIEVE YOU DON'T LOVE ME, I BELIEVE YOUR HEART IS NOT BEATING FOR ME, I BELIEVE YOU.

I AM LEAVING YOU AND THIS WORLD FOREVER. I AM LETTING YOU BE HAPPY WITHOUT ME. I WON'T BREAK YOUR HEART ANYMORE.

I WILL DISAPPEAR EXACTLY AS WHAT YOU WANTED FOR A LONG TIME. AND YOU DON'T HAVE TO DO ANYTHING MORE. I WILL LET YOU BE FREE AND THAT IS, 

ONLY BECAUSE I LOVE YOU.

MY SOUL WILL NEVER STOP LOOKING AT YOU WHILE YOU'RE SLEEPING AND IT WILL NEVER STOP PROTECTING YOU. I WILL DIE IN LOVING YOU AND MISSING YOU FOR ETERNITY.

AND THIS IS,

MY END.